Never blame on anyone .

Sometime you didn't answer my call , then send me a message .
To let me know you're inconvenient to answer the phone .
Well , I know the reason :')
I didn't get mad , angry or whatever .
Try to relax myself , make my emotion to be calm situation . Not to think so much .
I did it every time , but I hurt myself .
Feel so hard to endured tears not to let it drop .
Feel so hard to control my voice to let you couldn't heard I'm crying .
I'll tell you how I fell sometime , but sometime I didn't .
Because I know that you can't do anything , can't change the fact .
I didn't blame on you , I really didn't mean to blame on you .
It's not your fault . It's me .
*I'm the one who made everything become like this .
*I'm the one who changed the good life to be the worst for everyone .

*I'm the one who made her against about us .

I know , I know what's my fault .
Therefor , I won't blame on anyone around me .
It's more than enough for me to have a life with all of you , my buddies , my sister .
Especially you , my dear .
Even I feel hard or feel hurt with my life ,
I'll still try my best to cherish my life .
Cherish everyone , everything in my life ,