Midnight , missing you my dear .

 I really will miss you so much when you're going to K.K :'(

Miss you so much , especially in the midnight ..
I'm hard to fall asleep , nothing gonna to do .
Online to view your profile wall post and pictures , blogging about you , Missing You all the time .
And now my hp was out of credit , it's too bad can't text you and tell you that I'm missing you badly .
Miss all the things , the moment about you ,
your voice , your hug , your kiss , your hand when holding my hand .... and many others .
Did you same as me ? Hope so .

You was sick , and I'm not by your side to take care of you .
I know actually you're not going to tell me about it right ?
I knew it cause you sister said that you're sleeping ,
and I know that normally you'll not sleeping at the time ,
So i guess that you're feeling not well .
I really didn't guess wrong  , you really fall sick .
You only told me when I asked , if I didn't ? you'll not tell me .
I know you just don't want I worry , but I'll double to worry about you if you like this you know ?
Hrm , hope you get well as soon as possible dear .
Don't want you to feel hard with it .

Tonight didn't call you ,
Except of the reason that my phone was out of credit ,
want you to rest more and don't want to disturb you also a reason that I didn't call you .
Don't mad at me ya dear .

Good night ,
Sweet dream  .
Miss you so much ,
Must take good care of yourself and get more rest ya ,
Mwah ! Love you :)

Take care there .

He's going to K.K today ,

And I'm going to K.K on 5th of June .

Thinking of 5th can meet but I think the time I arrive K.K will be at evening , need to have dinner with my family.

He will attend a camp on 6th of June , not enough time to meet up with him .

The camp will be finish on 9th , but I'm coming back to Labuan on 8th .
And maybe he come back on 11th .

It's so coincidence can't meet up , because of the collision of time .

I still remember I used to meet up everyday with him when in December , our holiday time . Used to nagged each other no matter is me or him don't want to go out . Because it's already be our habits to meet up everyday ,  will felt something wrong if didn't meet for whole day . The people around us said that we're sweet as candy everyday must be stick together . But this year , everything had changed . 

No no no , don't think write about those anymore . Back to my topic . I can't see him for 15 days ! OMFG , how I gonna pass though my holiday without him ? He promised will contact me anytime , but don't know he can do it or not ? * Hye dear , you must be busy when camping right ?  it's doesn't matter you chat with me or not . But ! must text or call me when you're free , please :) . 

Anyway , must take care there ! Love you , Mwah ! :))

The word * I love you *

I believe that everyone , I mean boys ever said the word * I love you * to someone , 

But did all of you really love the person who you said to ?

Did all of you gave them the happiness that you guys should give ?

Maybe yes , or maybe nope .

As I know , Girls will feel comfortable when heard that ,

 Especially in fact they're loving the person so much who said that to them ,

included me of course .

Boys never know how deep of hurt if you told a girl that you love her but you doesn't meant it .  

The girl believe you , love you by whole-heartedly .

She will feel KINDA HURTS when knew that you're just say for fun .

Did you feel that you can responsible when you told a girl * I love you * but in fact you're NOT ?

I know you guys will apologize after that ,

But "SORRY" is just a word larh , it can't make the girl recover from be disappointed in love affair .

If you feel that you couldn't love the girl , don't tell them * I love you *

Don't even leave a deep wound in their heart .

**Actually I'm not really directed at all of boys 

I'm just have been hurt-ED by somebody 

so I post this to describe what's the feeling when a girl hurt by boys .